Put On Your Best Fake Smile .

i've been in a bad mood since last night . Thoughts woozling in my head . What If questions taking over my thoughts every millisecond . I'm not good in this relationship thing , am i ? I feel like giving up . i'm a Pain-In-The-Ass Girlfriend . i hate myself fer this . i'm staying strong . I want to hide under a rock and kick Patrick out just so i could be alone and silent . Life is like a child running scared from a clown . I'm too afraid to handle my own problems . In the outside i'm smiling but in the inside i'm sulking . Ergh , menyampah with myself :/ I'm so baddd . You can ignore me if you want . I'm not stopping you *fake smile*