Keep Struggling .

I'm panicking , i'm panicking , i'm - wait , why am i panicking ? Oh yeah , i'm falling in love again . Why now ?  :'( i completely want to focus on my Pee Am Argh . Damn , i'm losing it . I cant control it . His just a boy , let it go . Breathe in and out . In . Out . In . Out . I feel like i'm in a movie . Why why why why ! . I'm whining . Stop whining . I like him . He likes me . This is bad . Major bad . Theres not enough time . Focus focus focus . I cant . I like him too much :'( . Somebody help ! . Stop it , Tsara . Allah is the only one that can help you . Just pray . Gawd , how does Nana juggle with studies and boys ? Why are you posting this post ? You know his gonna read this . I read his . and oh mann , there's ayh lot of post about me . Someone just get a gun and pull the trigger . right at me . Just do it . I wanna die , I wanna die . Now . Pull the trigger . I'll give you millions of bullets to just persuade you to pull the trigger . Just let me die . You wont go to jail . Promise . Pinky Swear . *hold out my pinky *