Better Person Today Than Yesterday.

"I'm happy . Really . I think you've improved a lot this year , Kakak . Study last minute punya pasal but you've did your best and i'm proud of you , sincerely"


Those were Mama's words . Yes , the words that i've always wanted to hear . The words that i've been waiting to hear .

The start of the year i kinda lost my way . Lost myself . I tried to be someone i'm not . I barely even talk to my best friend , Mina . My laling . The only one who understands me . The only one who understands the way i am and how i am . After school ended for the year , i realised how much i missed . I was in a clique . The kind where you see in movies . That kind of "thing" . I was in fantasy . I lost contact with reality . Reality , who i was supposed to be . Mama and Mina makes me a better person i am today . than yesterday . They complete me . Both of them and not to forget my DINAMIK-IANS annnd everyone who is a part of me .


If i cant change the past , i want to change the future .
2012 , Tsara Alanna Binti Amiruddin will be back , a better person than yesterday.



P/S ; Dont study last minute , no seriously . The outcome is a pain in the arse .

Reunited as one.

         

I dont like to compare . I dont like being compared . I wanted to reunite with my precious dinamik-ians so bad . just for one night . Mina too . over pizza again :'> . but it doesnt look like everyone's okay with that idea . Hurairah said to wait till we're at least 30 . ahahaha no thanks -.- . Planning to surprise Zati too with a birthday cake or something since her birthday's getting near :] . She has been a great monitor with the help of Wan . Wan still tegur me :) Kawan since form 1 okay x]  . Did i tell ya i was friends with Zati since Darjah 4 ? x] . We're still oh-so close.  Proaktif okay ke ? Okay laa their not so shabby :] except the boys though . I just dont like the smell they bring from smoking when the teacher's not in class -.- Polluting the air i breath . Ya know while i was looking through pictures in the posts from Dinamik-ians' blog . The song Memori Tercipta was playing over over and over again for like half an hour . I'm trying to hold back tears but some of 'em managed to escape though . So much memories in one year . Too much i think xD . Their the best classmates i ever had . Every single one of them are my precious :')

Long lost twin .

                                                       Retarded version of me xD This was 2010 :')
Haai , i'm sorry i didnt post about the *fake cough *  N--- but oh well . I forgot about it . I have another blog , an inspiration blog . So i was scrolling through my facebook a few hours ago and stalking people *fake cough* i mean hunting male beliebers and i found this one-of-a-kind guy . I never knew who he was but Hairie bieber commented on Zharfan's status about this one-of-a-kind guy who is quite popular on twitter  . I dont know nothing bout' him cause i havent been on twitter since last year . Twitter's boring , okay ? . I dont know what the hell i should do on twitter . Setakat baca Justin Bieber's tweets , its not like his gonna tweet 24/7 kan ? Soo , i kissed twitter goodbye and didnt even bother to deactivate it . This guy's name is Miyyo Azman . Not a hawt name but its kinda ... adowable ;p . Better known as Captain Kidrauhl . If you dont know whose kidrauhl , you are not a true belieber .So go die >:) . eeee kejamnya . Captain Kidrauhl , awwwwhhhh so adowable :') WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE ?! ;O His got a great voice too :') Ta-da ;

                                                          *cough* adowable *cough*
Yeah this is him . Here's his fanpage ; Captain Kidrauhl *Arrrrr! Scurvyyy*  ramai girls gilakan dia . Ik ik . I just found out about him . Yes , i am one of those girls ;'> . I bet he got a sweet attitude too . His just like me. His 16 though . Okay , i'm gonna stop gushing about him now . His every girl's dream boy :') Mine too , hihi xx

You are not alone , pendek .

                                                                              Ezreen Rahman's blog

Haiiii :) If u have read the whole post up there . You might know her . Yeahh , she's not alone . Ezreen , kita pun sama . I'm not going anywhere , hihi . I think all the girls in my class applied and some boys . except for me . 

Here's 10 things why i didnt apply and didnt plan to apply sbp or sekolah teknik ;

• Mama is not the type of mother that likes to see her kids go off to asrama until finish school .
• I love love love sleeping in my own room .
• When i was small , i believed my friends when they say asramas' are haunted . and i still do .
• I hate curfews . I love to stay up until i feel sleepy. I have ever never slept for a day and lived . Its possible :)
• I cant live without my Corby and galakshi . ever .
• I want to stay at saujana until i finish spm . Thats how much i love my school :>
• The people who goes to Saujana are so aweesomee and randomly weird . even the teachers . 
• I can be myself when i'm surrounded by the people that are awesome and i love 'em so much
• There are lotsa beliebers at Saujana . Yeahhh , this is so true even some male beliebers think their Justin Bieber , seriously .
• Last but not least , I get to see N Bieber everydayyyyy . I'll tell ya all about him this upcoming Tuesday . I even have his picture tauuuu , hihi . and he looks A LOT like JB :) Some of my friends know him but some dont.

So yeahh , thats just about it . All the reasons why i never plan to apply sbp or sekolah teknik . ever . I'm such a kid . Umm , i think i'm gonna stop here . The next post will be this upcoming Tuesday . Pinky swear . anyways , i got tuition at 2 . baii .
                               

Little Miss Goody-Two-Shoes.

Profile Pictures haiii . I am so sorry if this post turns out like crap. I am posting using android . Tengok mcm muka suci je kan ? Muka takde masalah , muka mcm hidup dia perfect . Muka budak baik . Baik sungggguh sampai banyak kawan cakap kau baik sangat. Pandai english . Tak pernah dapat B. Mesti dapat A. My friends been telling me this since form 1. Every single one of them . Its kinda sad actually . I am tired of hearing that crap. I dont hate people . Not even boys . I am nice to evryone . Thats just who i am . People i dont know say hi to me , i say hi back. People i dont know add me on facebook , i accept . People compliment me , i compliment back. A guy breaks my heart , i just stay silent and act like nothing happened. I dont flirt . I dont go looking for new boyfriends looking desperate . I dont like talking about my friends behind their backs. People smile at me , i smile back . Kay , i am gonna stop babbling now . I might renew my blog after pmr . I wont be babbling about my life . Its gonna be like an advice blog , ya know what i mean ? K baiii.

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I just came to say hello .

Hellloooo peoplez :'> Long time no see . Lately , i've been busy studying cause Trial is one month away . then it will be the real big exam and then freedom ; Singapore + Langkawi = YAY ! . I think its been a month or 2 since the last post . I'm just waiting for Raya cause i'll be getting a lot of kaching . I've been secretly sleeping in class during Sejarah , Geografi and Agama . -_____- I know imma bad girl . I just blog to say hey :) Sooo , HEY :) and then i have to say bye . BYE ! xx

Little Fish .

i wanna go swimming ! :"< but its raining . Damnn . Asal nak swim je , mesti hujan . Ye laa , aku kan super bitch . Asal nak buat sesuatu mesti tak jadi . Macam super bitch la kan ? --' Mood hilang , kay bai .